My form of coping mechanism would always be blasting my ears with PRETTYMUCHs’ songs as well as Green Day s’. But ever since my favorite pop band decided to take a break, you’ve always held me in your arms and told me that after all it wouldn’t be the end of the world.
My favorite gelato flavor downtown would be pistachio and I’ll always opt for it every visit. But they’re only ready on weekends and I rarely have time then. It’s either you spare yours for me so you can get them to take away or you made me try other flavors during weekdays so I can settle for a new easier favorite.
My biggest intolerance would be oat in any form. Oatmeal, oat cookies, oat milk. Yet my go-to Chatime order has always been their honey milk tea but please substitute dairy with oat. That was before I met you. After, you’d always let me sit first and order one with almond milk instead of oat. You’ve only told me after five times of hangouts and orders. And I never noticed any difference. So I opted for that instead of breaking through my allergy.
And after so many occurrences, it’s always you helping me stand up and find myself amidst of the crowds. And after so many more, I was also able to find you amongst them.
Even during the bad days when it rains heavily and when you stained your white hoodie with coffee, you never took out your sadness on me no matter how many times I did on you. Your warmth yet had made me realize that maybe it was just you and not what I think it of, but whatever. I am never keen on dealing with truths so I’ll go for believing in delusions instead.
And no matter how hard I try to stray myself from falling even harder, you pull me in and put that understanding look on your face as if you were so sure that no matter what; I will always come back home to you.
Because I would.
And I know that no matter what day in the month it is, or what I had for breakfast earlier, or what class I would be taking today; Everything in my life involves you. And I want it to stay that way forever. You, you, you.
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From Jaasiel & Marabel s’ universe | 2023.11.05
